Courage

Cant sleep. Again.

Okay. So father's day passed. And I didn't have the courage to even thank my father

They say " Everyone can be a father. It takes something special for one to be a daddy "

TRUE.

<u>BUT</u> much as I cant get along well with him, I guess the least he deserve is a wish from me?

But I didn't. I ponder. And think its too mushy. So I gave it up. We didn't even mention anything about father's day. Not even a single word. I wonder if my father know that today is his day. Do he?

Do he think that we have forgotten about this day?

Or that we cant even be bothered about this day?Or.....

I really want to know what he thinks. Tell me what my father is thinking !!!

I wonder how many father days im left with , how many opportunities to have some memories etched on this day. As we grow up , our parents grow old. They say death is inevitable. But I really dont know what to do when my parents are gone. Especially my mum.

Thank God, you gave me a perfect mum. Maybe it was because of my relationship with my father which caused me to love and appreciate my mum more. Thankyou.

Okay I shall stop talking about parents before it gets too emotional.

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Im really tired. But I cant sleep . Argh. So now , I should talk about myself. We make decisions , choices every day. Someone said we are the choices we made. I believe in that. Whatever decisions is gonna affect you, in some ways or another. Sometimes we think a lot after decisions are being made. Yes we definitely do. But remember , whatever choices you have made. Dont regret them. Because it was what you want at that point of time.

-From a quote that is relatively related.

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