its officially my last post for 2010 ! ^^
Teehee , Time really flies hor ! 
Looking back at those fun we had ,[ESP AT CHALET] It was just like a farewell to time that had passed for only a few days !FOR MY WISH IN 2011 .  Its simple ttm . And all i ever wanted !I just wish to be happy , I dont need every single day .  But i just hope to conclude my 2011 as a happy year , HAHA . Lastly , I want all my loved ones to be happy and healthy ! ^^I really thought . I hate living through comments , criticisms , sarcasms ,opinions and views of others . 
HELLO . WHYTHEFUCK are you living for somebody !AND PLEASEPLEASE ! you dont have to fucking care about how others look at you .
Moreover about changing yourself for others ! Cause i had realised thats exactly how my one year had passed .
And i assured you , I dont like it .


IN THE END , IT DOESNT MATTER HOW MANY BREATHS YOU TOOK . BUT THE MOMENTS THAT TOOK YOUR BREATH AWAY .


Yeah , Farewell .
Bye , 2010 .

Yaye . I think im back to blogging ! HAHA .
Just watched some episodes of Xiaxue guide to life .
And what really caught me was a particular blogging tip by her .
THAT IS NEVER TO PUT SONGS ON YOUR BLOG.
Damn it true k .
a few occasions i was bored . > Read blogs . W my computer music on kkk .
Then waaaa , i think i got to this link by Nuffang .
WTH ! CLICK LINK>>> Blasting music IMMEDIATELY . to my headphones .
And i was like GRRRRRRR . Make me jumped -.- .
Yeah . What to do firstly . Dragged the whole page DOWN . Cant find the music whatsoever box .
And bye . > [X]
Phew , Back to my favourite music at my comp !


Yeah . Really . Instead of wasting my time to find out where the damn music box is , I rather [X] it away ! HAHAHHA . 
And yes , Im a crazy reader of Xiaxue blog ! ^^
Teeheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !


Bytheway . Today is the last wednesday of 2010 !
Whatsup in 2011 ?

I love blogging nowadays . HAHA . 

I love blacklisting people.

I love being w cousins .

I realise im really impatient .

Im getting fatter .
I love my nail colors.
I love blue , Irony ?
I love going out with my dear dear tomorrow.
I love karaoke .
I hate being ignored .
Im getting more and more irritated by blogshop .
I hate being taken for granted .
I hate being her substitute.
I hate not to be the old me .
I hate getting back to school .
I hate changes .
I hate you forgetting me .
I hate not being able to go  back to the old times , with you .
I hate losing you .


BUT . What hurts most to have a father who hates you ? I bet nothing . 

IM FUCKING DAMN PISSED W MY PHONE NOW . 
I FUCKING NEED IT FOR MY BLOGSHOP . AND YET IT GIVES ME TONS AND TONS FOR  NERVE WHACKING PROBLEMS . WHOS THIS BASTARD ?
ITS THE MOTOROLA MILESTONE XT720 . BLABLABLA .
AND ITS CALLED SMARTPHONE . WHATTHEHELL . DARN ME FOR TRUSTING IT . 
PLAIN STUPIDITY . 
I FUCKING HATE IT WHENS ITS RESTRICTING YOU TO AVE TOO MUCH MEDIA FILES . 
WHO DONT LOVE TO TAKE PHOTOS .
AND THIS FUCKING PHONE HAS SOME PROBLEMS LOADING W PHOTOS !!!!!
I CANT OPEN THE MEDIA . KEEPS HANGING AND HANGING .
CANT TAKE PICTURES . IT GIVES US A 8GB MEMORY SOME MORE .8MEGAPIXELS .
WHAT S THE FUCKIGN USE OF IT WHEN EVERYTHING JUST CANT WORK .
YEAH , SMARTPHONE . GOT ME FUCKING PISSED OFF .
MY PHONE . YEAH . SUCKS . ANOTHER 2 YEARS W YOU .
I CANT IMAGINE IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IM SO BOREDDDDDDDDDD .

Another jucy juice

Doesnt mean you get supplies from me im responsible of meeting your buyers .
Thats seriously like whatthehell .Be reasonable man . Who's buying the stuffs.You come down t my damn coonvenience . Non Nego .  
HAHAHAHHA . Funny . No ?
This is what you get for being too kind . watcha !

Heya ! SUCKKKK!

Woah. I wondered how long I has passed since i blogged . Heh .Bus w so many shitty Blogshop . Buyers that turned me upside down .Suppliers that i gave a darn “WHATTHEHELL ! where is my stocks ?”Its not so easy dearies . Blogshop isint just about earning money .Its the happy faces that makes it worthwhile . And whats most pissing is buyers maing a damn headache outta you .

“wheres my stocks???? When will it come ???? Are you a scammer ????”

you get that sentence above a thousands time -.-Yeah , im a scammer , then dont order from me alrights .

AND yes , if you fellas are chanced upon my Blog , YES THIS , Please know that Its me , CARINA who writes this AND yes , Im referring to some particular you Who shops at Never-theleast.Please at least put us in your shoes kay . We already stated PREORDER .Just a DAMNY you dont have a damn dicitionary to check whats it ! Its not instocks !Haiyoyo! Wh order when you cant wait . And the one who gets the headache is us ! Rushing ANd Rushing . We already tried to make it HERE asap already . Spare some thoughts for us . IN my operation of 7 months , i didnt blacklist a single soul .And these doesnt mean i have no limits ! WHATTHEHELL . You know who you are ! I had been so effing kind ! Grr . Those buyers seriously Piss me off ! Srsly !

Hahs . Random thoughts and lame juices above ^^

REFLECTION TIME !

Out of those

tens
twenties
thirties
fourties
fifties
sixties
seventies
eighties
ninties
hundreds

wishes,

Yours're not there,

I AM NOT CONTENTED.

I look into the mirror .

And. I wasnt myself Anymore.

Never anymore.

i thought of before,

How i was like.

How i react to things.

How i solve things.

In fact,how i react to things.

But now, i really realise , its not the same anymore.

I really believe. How nice things can make you complacent.

And it never failed to changed you.

And you wont even realise it.

What i want now.

Is P E A C E.

i dont hope so much anymore (:

Not like before.

i believe.last time, i hope for what i wanted now.

But now, i got what i want.

BUT, that isint Happiness.

my selfishness only Hurt people.

I reallly feel bad sometimes.

Carina,its time to reflect.

its time to think.

its time to change.

i really need to take a step <:

Please believe in me, i will change.

i want you all to see.

i wont be like this anymore,not anymore.

Give me faith.

Please wait.

Grant me patience.Show me acceptance.Believe in me.