I look into the mirror .

And. I wasnt myself Anymore.

Never anymore.

i thought of before,

How i was like.

How i react to things.

How i solve things.

In fact,how i react to things.

But now, i really realise , its not the same anymore.

I really believe. How nice things can make you complacent.

And it never failed to changed you.

And you wont even realise it.

What i want now.

Is P E A C E.

i dont hope so much anymore (:

Not like before.

i believe.last time, i hope for what i wanted now.

But now, i got what i want.

BUT, that isint Happiness.

my selfishness only Hurt people.

I reallly feel bad sometimes.

Carina,its time to reflect.

its time to think.

its time to change.

i really need to take a step <:

Please believe in me, i will change.

i want you all to see.

i wont be like this anymore,not anymore.

Give me faith.

Please wait.

Grant me patience.Show me acceptance.Believe in me.