I look into the mirror .

And. I wasnt myself Anymore.

Never anymore.

i thought of before,

How i was like.

How i react to things.

How i solve things.

In fact,how i react to things.

But now, i really realise , its not the same anymore.

I really believe. How nice things can make you complacent.

And it never failed to changed you.

And you wont even realise it.

What i want now.

Is P E A C E.

i dont hope so much anymore (:

Not like before.

i believe.last time, i hope for what i wanted now.

But now, i got what i want.

BUT, that isint Happiness.

my selfishness only Hurt people.

I reallly feel bad sometimes.

Carina,its time to reflect.

its time to think.

its time to change.

i really need to take a step <:

Please believe in me, i will change.

i want you all to see.

i wont be like this anymore,not anymore.

Give me faith.

Please wait.

Grant me patience.Show me acceptance.Believe in me.

Comment Me

T Things became more and more complicated.

please tell me why.

WHAT COMES AROUND GOES AROUND.

More and more things are changing,

BUT

its EXPECTED.

Dont Worry,I Wont Blame You.

SOMETIMES,ITS REALLY VERY HARD TO EXPLAIN THINGS TO PEOPLE WHO CARED BUT DONT UNDERSTAND IT AT ALL....

everything's seems totally different after the funeral.

the cremation.the closing of the lid of the coffin.

we're really blessed to be able to live normally,yet people are asking for more

each and every day.

eventually,we'll still die.

people are expecting too much.

we should really cherish lives.

its fragile.

lets do more and expect less. <:

life will be better if we dont thinkk to much.

I DONT WISH TO BE LINKED.

PLEASE DONT LINKED ME(:

THANKS(:

23072010

my breakdown in school.

morning assembly,

7 damn pepo,1 damn star trophy presented to ngsayhong =.=

and finally now.

I FEEL LIKE DYING.

PLACE ME IN A DIFFICULT STAND.

MAKE ME LIKE A DAMN FUCK BITCH/SLUT/ETC.

MAKE IT ALL RENOWED.

CRUEL YOU'RE.

DONT YOU EXPECT ANYTHING FROM ME.

I FEEL LIKE DYING.

24072010

BLOODPLEDGE WTH CASSIE AT 313.

I THINK?

THEN FLY BACK TO VIVO.SHE SOT.

MY PREPAID GG SOON.

I HOPE I DONT THINK MUCH TML:)

IM GONNA BE HIGH TTM TML(:

THANKS FOR ALL THOSE WHO CARED(:

i want my black romance:)

heh heh:)

<3 you.

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