Its affecting me so much and I cant suppress this.
Yes this time round, this final time , I know its impossible for me to shrug it off and scuff away as if nothing has happened.
You have no idea how much hurt you are causing to us as a whole. I feel for them but I know I can do nothing about it. Yes I have already given up on you. How many times have I tried to tell myself that it was okay?
Alright for u to behave like this, nothing wrong for u to treat people like this, and to even tell myself that u deserve their forgiveness without a single apology.
I know that I am not perfect, we do make mistakes and misjudgement at times but your attitude Isint helping at all.
Have you tried to even mend it ? Didn't you realise its pointless to be persistently arguing for your stand without a single consideration for others ?
Do you know how much I wanted to look up at you and be proud of you? But you are depriving me of every chance I have to respect you.
Do you think I like how things are like now ? And I really hate to post such things here but I really want to get them out.
And oh yes, when was the last time we talked?
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