Stop putting high hopes on me. I might just fall and let all of you down.

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Today

A summary of a hectic day.

Went to recontract hoping to get my desired phone but its oos. Thats okay,but freaking hell I was served by a guy at singtel , and honestly I really disliked his replies. Seemed like he was treating me like some idiot who doesn't know about everything. Hey if I did know about what u should know , we should be exchanging places , shouldn't we ? And I promise I wouldn't let anyone have a bad impression of me IF I were you.

Okay chill.

Perhaps the only thing good about today was.....  my neighbour smiled at me !! Ok this sound real childish but this neighbour of mine is ..... (charming is the word...) , though a bit older than me. To make myself sounds more like me , I am just gonna say that..... I hope to see him in lift real often.

Ok bye! 

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Enough is enough.

So frustrating .

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You

Its affecting me so much and I cant suppress this.

Yes this time round, this final time , I know its impossible for me to shrug it off and scuff away as if nothing has happened.

You have no idea how much hurt you are causing to us as a whole. I feel for them but I know I can do nothing about it. Yes I have already given up on you. How many times have I tried to tell myself that it was okay? 

Alright for u to behave like this, nothing wrong for u to treat people like this, and to even tell myself that u deserve their forgiveness without a single apology.

I know that I am not perfect, we do make mistakes and misjudgement at times but your attitude Isint helping at all.

Have you tried to even mend it ? Didn't you realise its pointless to be persistently arguing for your stand without a single consideration for others ?

Do you know how much I wanted to look up at you and be proud of you?  But you are depriving me of every chance I have to respect you.

Do you think I like how things are like now ? And I really hate to post such things here but I really want to get them out.

And oh yes,  when was the last time we talked? 

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