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Its the end of prelims ! And sadly , the next exam timetable is O level's one !
I really hope its gonna be over soon . I have a lot of things waiting for me after this major exam !
Somehow i hope that i will be blessed with green fingers because i want to plant plants after O's . My mum just told me there are white roses . Its a bit unbelievable because i have not seen any *real white roses before . Whatever it is , i am gonna get a few beautiful potted plants or grow something out of something .

Went to see doctor again yesterday and each time i am given different medicine . And i have been on medication for more than a month . I actually thought it was impossible for me to recover fully . I can't describe the feeling . When you are really losing hope and faith and you feel that nothing is going to help . I could have recover long time ago if it did , right ? I hate to talk about this to close friends or even family members , somehow i just feel like some annoying person who keeps harping on the same thing over and over again . So i chose to write it here . I dont know how long more i have to write or when i can finally pen down my last post about this  . I am someone who really hates to take medicine . Even if i have headache or fever , i would rather wait for it to be unbearable than to ingest all those chemicals . But in the end i always ended up eating medicines . So its really hard for me to accept that i have to continue to take medicine daily and i don't know when is it gonna end . Argh . Its annoying to even think about the money i have wasted .. My doctor is expecting that i will be fully recovered soon . Soon ? When is soon ? 1 week ? 2 weeks ? 3 weeks ? I really hope that i will be okay before my major exam . Alright i am ok , just need to get this out !