Dramas , really .

Hi . I really meant dramas, literally .
I really love to watch dramas . But i have to restrict myself . Well , insufficient time is not the main reason , though it plays a part . 
The reason why i cant watch too much dramas is ..... [HOLD ON ITS REALLY LAME]
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I will get too emotional. HAHAHA . Really . I will think of all possible outcomes before the final episode . And really really wish the outcome will be what i want it to be . I will be ecstatic if the couple got together and bla bla bla . But i will be really upset if they dont . Then even after finishing that particular drama , I WILL PONDER A LOT . Like.... why arent they together ? why must it be like this ? What happens if im her/him ? And normally i will feel sad for the couple . Which is something .. sort of.. delusional ? They ain't even couples in real life , and if hell they really were , who am i to care about their relationship ? And ass i know those weren't real , why would such dramatic sweet enpowering love story even existed in real life ? Will someone who likes you go to the extent of buying a house right next to you just to be near you ? Then i will tell myself cmon its just a drama . WHY ARE U THINKING SO MUCH ? YES EXACTLY WHY AM I THINKING SO MUCH . Okay i shall confess now ....
I just finished Prosecutor Princess . And hell it was nice because it turns out like what i wanted it to ! Hehehe. Im sort of happy for them that they are together . Hahaha . Okay its a lunatic here . Hahahaha why am i so involved in a drama ? 

FACTS ABOUT ME WHEN I WATCH DRAMA 
- It would be a rather denial statement if i say i watch all dramas , and as i said i dont watch much .  I prefer to watch those "love" dramas . And which drama didn't revolve around love ? Hahah . Thats why dramas are killer for females . Because of the lovestory fairy tale that exists in it . Most of the females [assumption] , i guess , like me , knew such perfectly coordinated things wouldn't happen in real life (ask them why ) . in short , they are unrealistic , to some extent . But as humans i guess we love incredibly magically love-tuned dramas . We all love good things . We want to see favourable and pleasant outcomes . Who wouldn't ?

-I DONT LIKE TO RUSH FINISH A DRAMA . A drama to me is not just a show , as said i will get emotional hahahaha wts . I wouldn't want to rush finish a drama just because i want to see the outcome  ...Hmm indirectly means that i want to enjoy watching drama . Hahaha . I would watch little by little ,and slowly think of the outcome . Hahahah . I wonder if who thinks alike ? We are two peas in a pod ^-^ . You can watch drama with me hahahaha .

- I like to watch drama alone . Shit it contradicts what i have just typed 3 seconds ago . Hahaha . Actually all along i watch drama with my mum , father , brother ....... And shit always happens . IT WAS AWKWARD . When there are moments of bed scene / kissing scene / mushy scene ... Some of those scenes are quite funny , but hell you gotta control that laughter . i mean , you cant even let it out . WHAT would my mum think if im laughing over such sensitive scenes ? And what would she think i was thinking ? etc. Actually the most awkward moment is when my whole family is watching a tv show . And this woman / vavavoom who is scantily dressed starts to get involve in sensitive scenes .It would be really awkward to watch what this couple is doing in front of your parents... ohya , and some really sad scenes , you have to control your tears (if there is ) because you know people are noticing you (when they are watching dramas too ..) . Too much stifling of sobs and you will be the limelight , instead of the climax in the show .

okay that sort of end my post . I sure like dramas , but can't have them too much .