" Am I happy? " Do you question yourself that often , just like I did?
Why is it so hard to be happy? I mean, from the start of this year , my life has been revolving around the same old things My daily routine is just to do assignments and complete my tasks. I just take my three meals as normal and go to schoo even if my world collapse. Sometimes I just feel the intense stress that I wished I just slipped into my own planet and never come back again. Everything is about studies nowadays. Friends are always talking about grades. Parents are always comparing grades. Teachers are emphasizing that we cant afford to take a break this year. The better I push myself to score, te higher the expectations I have to live up. The higher the expectations people see in me, the higher the disappointment they gonna get. Because, im simply not good enough.
I really, really have no time to even go out and do something I like. I just find everywhere so crowded and I cant even have a space on my own other than my ten feet room.
Now, even feeling that tinge of happiness comes with a price.
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