Heres my strong urge to blog .
Theres really a big difference >
When you are wrong and you admit it , If its not t others , at least the minimum to yourself .
AND .
When you are wrong , You are just trying to testify for yourself and complain about others .
Well , Just argued w my brother .
Argh . Sometimes i really got very pissed at him . I srsly wonder , When will he grow up , And learn ? 
he totally have no respect for elders . Im not trying to embarrass him . But i really feel that theres a need for him to learn , much more to learn . yes im not perfect , But at least im trying to get my wrongs right , And , im really learning . Sometimes i feeel so heartache when he was sooooooo rude to my parents . I srsly wanna slap him . I srsly want to see how his children will treat him . Let him have a taste of himself . Hes always blaming others , always .Hes always justifying for himself , always . Yes sometimes i does it too . But theres really a certain limit . Its really sad to see him behaving like that . Please . I really want him to learn . But theres really nothing i can do . He NEVER listens to me . And i know whenever im trying to talk to him about sth , He will say i does that too .... BLABLABLA . Let fate do the job . *NO EYES TO SEE * [In hokkien ]


Ok now , wanna go visit my uncle . Hes still not getting any better . Perhaps he alr cant last long . Haiz . 
Prolly i can get to see him tomorrow ... Idk what to hope for him .