And. I wasnt myself Anymore.
Never anymore.
i thought of before,
How i was like.
How i react to things.
How i solve things.
In fact,how i react to things.
But now, i really realise , its not the same anymore.
I really believe. How nice things can make you complacent.
And it never failed to changed you.
And you wont even realise it.
What i want now.
Is P E A C E.
i dont hope so much anymore (:
Not like before.
i believe.last time, i hope for what i wanted now.
But now, i got what i want.
BUT, that isint Happiness.
my selfishness only Hurt people.
I reallly feel bad sometimes.
Carina,its time to reflect.
its time to think.
its time to change.
i really need to take a step <:
Please believe in me, i will change.
i want you all to see.
i wont be like this anymore,not anymore.
Give me faith.
Please wait.
Grant me patience.Show me acceptance.Believe in me.
