its officially my last post for 2010 ! ^^
Teehee , Time really flies hor ! 
Looking back at those fun we had ,[ESP AT CHALET] It was just like a farewell to time that had passed for only a few days !FOR MY WISH IN 2011 .  Its simple ttm . And all i ever wanted !I just wish to be happy , I dont need every single day .  But i just hope to conclude my 2011 as a happy year , HAHA . Lastly , I want all my loved ones to be happy and healthy ! ^^I really thought . I hate living through comments , criticisms , sarcasms ,opinions and views of others . 
HELLO . WHYTHEFUCK are you living for somebody !AND PLEASEPLEASE ! you dont have to fucking care about how others look at you .
Moreover about changing yourself for others ! Cause i had realised thats exactly how my one year had passed .
And i assured you , I dont like it .


IN THE END , IT DOESNT MATTER HOW MANY BREATHS YOU TOOK . BUT THE MOMENTS THAT TOOK YOUR BREATH AWAY .


Yeah , Farewell .
Bye , 2010 .

Yaye . I think im back to blogging ! HAHA .
Just watched some episodes of Xiaxue guide to life .
And what really caught me was a particular blogging tip by her .
THAT IS NEVER TO PUT SONGS ON YOUR BLOG.
Damn it true k .
a few occasions i was bored . > Read blogs . W my computer music on kkk .
Then waaaa , i think i got to this link by Nuffang .
WTH ! CLICK LINK>>> Blasting music IMMEDIATELY . to my headphones .
And i was like GRRRRRRR . Make me jumped -.- .
Yeah . What to do firstly . Dragged the whole page DOWN . Cant find the music whatsoever box .
And bye . > [X]
Phew , Back to my favourite music at my comp !


Yeah . Really . Instead of wasting my time to find out where the damn music box is , I rather [X] it away ! HAHAHHA . 
And yes , Im a crazy reader of Xiaxue blog ! ^^
Teeheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !


Bytheway . Today is the last wednesday of 2010 !
Whatsup in 2011 ?

I love blogging nowadays . HAHA . 

I love blacklisting people.

I love being w cousins .

I realise im really impatient .

Im getting fatter .
I love my nail colors.
I love blue , Irony ?
I love going out with my dear dear tomorrow.
I love karaoke .
I hate being ignored .
Im getting more and more irritated by blogshop .
I hate being taken for granted .
I hate being her substitute.
I hate not to be the old me .
I hate getting back to school .
I hate changes .
I hate you forgetting me .
I hate not being able to go  back to the old times , with you .
I hate losing you .


BUT . What hurts most to have a father who hates you ? I bet nothing . 

IM FUCKING DAMN PISSED W MY PHONE NOW . 
I FUCKING NEED IT FOR MY BLOGSHOP . AND YET IT GIVES ME TONS AND TONS FOR  NERVE WHACKING PROBLEMS . WHOS THIS BASTARD ?
ITS THE MOTOROLA MILESTONE XT720 . BLABLABLA .
AND ITS CALLED SMARTPHONE . WHATTHEHELL . DARN ME FOR TRUSTING IT . 
PLAIN STUPIDITY . 
I FUCKING HATE IT WHENS ITS RESTRICTING YOU TO AVE TOO MUCH MEDIA FILES . 
WHO DONT LOVE TO TAKE PHOTOS .
AND THIS FUCKING PHONE HAS SOME PROBLEMS LOADING W PHOTOS !!!!!
I CANT OPEN THE MEDIA . KEEPS HANGING AND HANGING .
CANT TAKE PICTURES . IT GIVES US A 8GB MEMORY SOME MORE .8MEGAPIXELS .
WHAT S THE FUCKIGN USE OF IT WHEN EVERYTHING JUST CANT WORK .
YEAH , SMARTPHONE . GOT ME FUCKING PISSED OFF .
MY PHONE . YEAH . SUCKS . ANOTHER 2 YEARS W YOU .
I CANT IMAGINE IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IM SO BOREDDDDDDDDDD .

Another jucy juice

Doesnt mean you get supplies from me im responsible of meeting your buyers .
Thats seriously like whatthehell .Be reasonable man . Who's buying the stuffs.You come down t my damn coonvenience . Non Nego .  
HAHAHAHHA . Funny . No ?
This is what you get for being too kind . watcha !

Heya ! SUCKKKK!

Woah. I wondered how long I has passed since i blogged . Heh .Bus w so many shitty Blogshop . Buyers that turned me upside down .Suppliers that i gave a darn “WHATTHEHELL ! where is my stocks ?”Its not so easy dearies . Blogshop isint just about earning money .Its the happy faces that makes it worthwhile . And whats most pissing is buyers maing a damn headache outta you .

“wheres my stocks???? When will it come ???? Are you a scammer ????”

you get that sentence above a thousands time -.-Yeah , im a scammer , then dont order from me alrights .

AND yes , if you fellas are chanced upon my Blog , YES THIS , Please know that Its me , CARINA who writes this AND yes , Im referring to some particular you Who shops at Never-theleast.Please at least put us in your shoes kay . We already stated PREORDER .Just a DAMNY you dont have a damn dicitionary to check whats it ! Its not instocks !Haiyoyo! Wh order when you cant wait . And the one who gets the headache is us ! Rushing ANd Rushing . We already tried to make it HERE asap already . Spare some thoughts for us . IN my operation of 7 months , i didnt blacklist a single soul .And these doesnt mean i have no limits ! WHATTHEHELL . You know who you are ! I had been so effing kind ! Grr . Those buyers seriously Piss me off ! Srsly !

Hahs . Random thoughts and lame juices above ^^

REFLECTION TIME !

Out of those

tens
twenties
thirties
fourties
fifties
sixties
seventies
eighties
ninties
hundreds

wishes,

Yours're not there,

I AM NOT CONTENTED.

I look into the mirror .

And. I wasnt myself Anymore.

Never anymore.

i thought of before,

How i was like.

How i react to things.

How i solve things.

In fact,how i react to things.

But now, i really realise , its not the same anymore.

I really believe. How nice things can make you complacent.

And it never failed to changed you.

And you wont even realise it.

What i want now.

Is P E A C E.

i dont hope so much anymore (:

Not like before.

i believe.last time, i hope for what i wanted now.

But now, i got what i want.

BUT, that isint Happiness.

my selfishness only Hurt people.

I reallly feel bad sometimes.

Carina,its time to reflect.

its time to think.

its time to change.

i really need to take a step <:

Please believe in me, i will change.

i want you all to see.

i wont be like this anymore,not anymore.

Give me faith.

Please wait.

Grant me patience.Show me acceptance.Believe in me.

Comment Me

T Things became more and more complicated.

please tell me why.

WHAT COMES AROUND GOES AROUND.

More and more things are changing,

BUT

its EXPECTED.

Dont Worry,I Wont Blame You.

SOMETIMES,ITS REALLY VERY HARD TO EXPLAIN THINGS TO PEOPLE WHO CARED BUT DONT UNDERSTAND IT AT ALL....

everything's seems totally different after the funeral.

the cremation.the closing of the lid of the coffin.

we're really blessed to be able to live normally,yet people are asking for more

each and every day.

eventually,we'll still die.

people are expecting too much.

we should really cherish lives.

its fragile.

lets do more and expect less. <:

life will be better if we dont thinkk to much.

I DONT WISH TO BE LINKED.

PLEASE DONT LINKED ME(:

THANKS(:

23072010

my breakdown in school.

morning assembly,

7 damn pepo,1 damn star trophy presented to ngsayhong =.=

and finally now.

I FEEL LIKE DYING.

PLACE ME IN A DIFFICULT STAND.

MAKE ME LIKE A DAMN FUCK BITCH/SLUT/ETC.

MAKE IT ALL RENOWED.

CRUEL YOU'RE.

DONT YOU EXPECT ANYTHING FROM ME.

I FEEL LIKE DYING.

24072010

BLOODPLEDGE WTH CASSIE AT 313.

I THINK?

THEN FLY BACK TO VIVO.SHE SOT.

MY PREPAID GG SOON.

I HOPE I DONT THINK MUCH TML:)

IM GONNA BE HIGH TTM TML(:

THANKS FOR ALL THOSE WHO CARED(:

i want my black romance:)

heh heh:)

<3 you.

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HAH,i got over now,well,i guess?

just returned from camp

miss th aircon arh.

plus all th grouse things!

WE HAD FUN,WE HAD SUN

woahhh~~~

ISSACHAR!

THANKS TO ALL MY DEARS

CHERYL LUM

MY SMALL AH LIAN

SUB DIANA

XIU FANG

AND ALL THOSE WHO CREDITED ME TO 老黄妈.

ESPECIALLY MY DAUGHTER.

ILOVE ALL OF YOU.

MISS KANG TOO HOR.

she 'll be reading this.

AND LASTLY!

THE ONE PERSON 24HOURS BEFORE MY CAMP WHO TOLD ME TO TAKE CARE.

TERIMA KASIH ARH.

he wont be reading this.

guess how long i had been counting?

you'll never know.

hah,bye.

abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz,
now i hate you even more.

IF things are just meant to be,just let them be..

LOVE'S NOT WHAT WE WANTED,BUT WHAT WE ALREADY ARE.


i just swear i'd LOVE this.
AND..I WOULD STEP OUT OF IT.
YOUSAIDWEWEREHISTORY...
SHOULDISTOPCOUNTING?

had just voted for RUI EN at
http://xinmsn.com/!!
go vote for her!!!
hehehehehe!
BOOMZXC!

wow,realised a lot things changed.
people are no longer who they used to be.
YEAH?
whats running on their mind?
to them
"so what if their character brings them down"
they just feel they could rock the whole world.
the world wont change for euu.
neither would u change yourself for the world...
does perfection really not exist?




i had counted,but i'm still counting.
dont ever let me down.
as perhaps,probably one day i'll be in it.

lastly,its okay if you dont understand,coz things like this,i rather you'd not understand,its better for you,yeah?

you SUCKS.
YOU HAVE BECOME A MONSTER,BITCH.

beginning to dislike things...ZZZ.
im trying to start a new blogshop.maybe only.see first.

BIRD PARK TODAY?
dont really get to see birds.
see people more than birds.
YES,im crapping.


zz..wan an:)

BIRD PARK TODAY?
dont really get to see birds.
see people more than birds.
YES,im crapping.

nowadays people anyhow stead...
zz..wan an:)

its A BRAND NEW START.