I hate to study , But my life is like a > I live to study . Grrrrr . Why should I ?
MY MOTTO IS :
I LIVE TO SHOP/EAT/PLAY/SING/DANCE/SLEEP Etc .
To Love and to be loved :)))


But sometimes Im really stressed like zxcvsjdgawuronbdkfjaghoar .
You know how it feels when you're like a pathetic loser . But apparently it doesnt helps feeling that way . 
HAHAHA . Slower pace please . Who gives a shit about Some squishy Black and white paper w 7458345 Questions to squeeze your pathetic brain juice ? The product was just some freaking crippled mentally you . Yaye Yaye Just give it up , 2011 . 


NANANANANNANANANANANANA . I WANNA ENJOY LIFE .

For a friend .

Am i the one whos changing ? Or people around me is advancing ?
GRR . Tell me my brain is in haywire . At least that makes a person who feel she does better .
For You .
Why does things gets forgiven , But never forgotten .
I saw you today , yesterday . Just like every other day .
And probably thats what i say , So near , Yet so far . We are just arms apart . Yet to our eyes , Its Miles apart .
I seriously ruined this friendship . Hi stranger . Yes i know . Im not good in relationships .  We will never be like how we used to be anymore . You know how much i thought about the past ? Seeing you and her . That was a piece of mirror . BUT , A year ago . If i could , If i really could , i guess I would definitely not let things run down . I know . Nothing can account for the words spoken . Im so so sorry . Probably im just the one who you hated most right now ? You dont wanna talk to me anymore . Yeah , not anymore . Its not gonna be the same anymore , And it iwll never be the same anymore . Yeah , I landed to this myself . So cmon . Who i had to blame ? Yeah . I'll never hope much , Not anymore . Cause , I know . where i stand from now on . 
Ohh . Just a few months , and i lost very , very much. More than even words can account to . More than even tears can felt for . Thast really pathetic . And yeah . I had this day . 


Oh please , Grant me a wish . And that'll be it . 

ITS PAYBACK TIME .

I smiled on. Cause i didnt know . am i gonna continue smiling or give a tear after that .
Im so stupid . 

I dont want just to be someone you will always remember . 
I want to be someone you cant possibly forget .

The days are getting longer , the nights are getting shorter :(





This perfectly questioned my own abilities .IM DOUBTING MYSELF . Oh why ? why triple science ? Im never anticipating lessons like i did anymore . Im not used to hearing the always silence in the class . Farewell to the laughters we ONCE had . Having said that doesnt mean i need an entertainer . Phew . I just think of how last year secondary two was . Ohwell , I just hope my FT stop finding faults with me . Im gonna be a good girl . And please make my life easier . I really hope things will get better , Sigh . LOL . Okay , Its enough . CARINA will see how far will her determination bring her (: 

I hate people who question my rights and abilities. 

mind you to judge your pathetic little self before you come grumbling and rumbling about me. 

Your mouth is just another pathetic shooter. 

Set your eyes to be a little bit more mindful. 

I am sure it will rot and decompose some day.

Hey i hate you. Please get out of my wonderful tomorrow. 

its officially my last post for 2010 ! ^^
Teehee , Time really flies hor ! 
Looking back at those fun we had ,[ESP AT CHALET] It was just like a farewell to time that had passed for only a few days !FOR MY WISH IN 2011 .  Its simple ttm . And all i ever wanted !I just wish to be happy , I dont need every single day .  But i just hope to conclude my 2011 as a happy year , HAHA . Lastly , I want all my loved ones to be happy and healthy ! ^^I really thought . I hate living through comments , criticisms , sarcasms ,opinions and views of others . 
HELLO . WHYTHEFUCK are you living for somebody !AND PLEASEPLEASE ! you dont have to fucking care about how others look at you .
Moreover about changing yourself for others ! Cause i had realised thats exactly how my one year had passed .
And i assured you , I dont like it .


IN THE END , IT DOESNT MATTER HOW MANY BREATHS YOU TOOK . BUT THE MOMENTS THAT TOOK YOUR BREATH AWAY .


Yeah , Farewell .
Bye , 2010 .

Yaye . I think im back to blogging ! HAHA .
Just watched some episodes of Xiaxue guide to life .
And what really caught me was a particular blogging tip by her .
THAT IS NEVER TO PUT SONGS ON YOUR BLOG.
Damn it true k .
a few occasions i was bored . > Read blogs . W my computer music on kkk .
Then waaaa , i think i got to this link by Nuffang .
WTH ! CLICK LINK>>> Blasting music IMMEDIATELY . to my headphones .
And i was like GRRRRRRR . Make me jumped -.- .
Yeah . What to do firstly . Dragged the whole page DOWN . Cant find the music whatsoever box .
And bye . > [X]
Phew , Back to my favourite music at my comp !


Yeah . Really . Instead of wasting my time to find out where the damn music box is , I rather [X] it away ! HAHAHHA . 
And yes , Im a crazy reader of Xiaxue blog ! ^^
Teeheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !


Bytheway . Today is the last wednesday of 2010 !
Whatsup in 2011 ?

I love blogging nowadays . HAHA . 

I love blacklisting people.

I love being w cousins .

I realise im really impatient .

Im getting fatter .
I love my nail colors.
I love blue , Irony ?
I love going out with my dear dear tomorrow.
I love karaoke .
I hate being ignored .
Im getting more and more irritated by blogshop .
I hate being taken for granted .
I hate being her substitute.
I hate not to be the old me .
I hate getting back to school .
I hate changes .
I hate you forgetting me .
I hate not being able to go  back to the old times , with you .
I hate losing you .


BUT . What hurts most to have a father who hates you ? I bet nothing .