FOR U .

Dear Brother ,

You suck .

I really hate to be your sister , And i really hate having you as a brother .

I hate you for being soooo rude to MY mom .

I hate that you think you are smarter than me when you are actually not .

I hate the fact that you have no respect , for anyone .

I hate it when i had to write this HERE because i just dont want to bloody yelled at your face .

I hate to accept the fact that you had already lost my respect for you .

I hate the fact tat im sooooo angry at you . 

I HATE THE FACT THAT YOU ALWAYS LIKE TO PUT WORDS IN MY MOUTH , BLOODY LOSER .

You make me so dread of returning home .

Seeing your face totally turns me off .

You totally make me wanna treat you as a stranger .

You are a monster .

You are a stupid dumb ass .

Its beyond words to convey how much i dislike you .

Yes i hate you .

Please just get out of my way .

It'll be best it you just leave me alone .

Leave my life too , my uptmost thanks .

I totally hate quarreling w you because it lowers me down to YOUR ground .

I seriously want to see how your children will treat you in the future , I'll see how you feel like how MY mom does .

THE WAY YOU TALK TO MY MOM TOTALLY MAKES ME FEEL LIKE CALLING YOU A BASTARD , BUT SORRY IM SPARING A THOUGHT FOR MY MOM .

I hate the fact that this list doesnt end here , And it will never .

Thankyou for letting me know that such brothers exist .

And lastly , I hate the fact that im being so harsh here , BUT TAKE THAT IN MIND , you forced me to .

From ,

Me .

Results really showed me who people really are . 

You know . It is really till a certain unexpected level that a peer can go just for the sake of marks . Yeah , i know that results do matter , in fact they are really important , but why do people have to do it to the extent that they just dont care anything except for the one marks they are trying to fight . And usually those people are the ones that always told me they dont and never cared about results . I mean , why people cant just be happy for other people ?  Well , Its not that im a victim in any of the scenario . But . Dont people realise that theres really alot more than just a results . For example , If you get high marks ,Yeah its something you thats commendable . And theres nothing wrong for you to be happy about it . But , if theres like someone around you who is just on the verge of passing , Or that person even failed . What will you really do ? Grumbling repeatedly in front of your friend for that one mark you missed to get an A1 . I know theres seriously nothing wrong for us to grumble for our careless mistake . But do we ever care about those whos just on the verge of passing , Whos sitting down there and listening to all our rantings ? Well , its okay for us to feel that way . For thats the only way we learnt from mistakes . But you really gotta know that . ENOUGH IS ENOUGH . Cmon , All you passed for a friend that failed was , "NO WHY U GOT THIS MARKS ? I THOUGHT YOU VERY CLEVER ONE ?????!!!! " , "I LuCKY ONLY LAR " and you are bloody sitting down there rumbling and rumbling .... Do you see the point here ? 

Gotta talk about another thing . 

Sometimes you just felt like , That person is so mean . Why am i getting this type of treatment ? I should get back to her one day . But , just at that moment when you wanna rebut . Just ask yourself ? Isit worth it ? Does it mean that when people do that to me , I had to do the same MEAN thing back . What people do to you , Its kind of none of your business , BUT are you sure you want to lower yourself down to that person ground just for that argument ? What you do to other people is indeed another Different thing .

people often put themselves in front of others , in fact , Always .

Its hard to deny people are not selfish , While seeing the need to protect and defend for yourself , and in the midst you had inflicted hurt to a friend . You had lost more than what you were actually trying to gain .

People always think that , OH if its other people , IM sure they will do this to me too . SO why should i go and care about how they feel . Probably i should just shun them off w some words . 

But ironically , its through such things that we learnt valuable lessons . Receiving comes from giving . Joy is a simple word so easy to define , But its never easy to fulfill . How can you expect to get something in return if you dont give ? 

But always , Action speaks louder than words . But i really hope that people around me , even me myself . Can work harder towards it .